mcstupid with a side of idiot

Sun, 24 Feb 2008 03:35:58 GMT

I'm pretty lonely right now. Birthday tomorrow, dunno what I'm doing.

tough shit

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 02:46:09 GMT

Went on the courthouse trip today. It would have been more interesting if we got to see the murder trial but this group of teenagers came outta there looking at us saying, "Hey, don't go in there you guys! They're really pissed at us!" A lot of them were walking around being really loud and obnoxious and I wasn't surprised when the security guards kept eying us.

Anyways...it was me, this girl named Charlene and her friend Rigo. So we walked around, and got to sit in a domestic violence case. It's this lady who came in a wheelchair, the wife and "victim" who claimed her husband did NOT abuse her. However, her story made very little sense. She kept interrupting the judge and the prosecutor, and then, when they would tell her to calm down, she'd have this embarrassed look on her face and in a timid voice she'd reply with "sorry, I'm just very nervous." I felt kind of sorry for her and it made me feel crappy for sitting there and watching her trial like a nosy little bitch. Some of the things she said were really personal and the idiots behind us wouldn't stop laughing.

She said she was arguing with her husband over their living conditions which were atrocious, according to her. Then he went into the other room and started throwing things around and going insane, and that's about the time when she fell from her wheelchair, hit her head on something sharp, and began bleeding profusely. Her husband rushed to her side immediately and put her in the shower to try and stop the bleeding. Then the police knocked on the door.

The prosecutor then asked her if the woman remembered what she had said in her police report. The answer was no...she was intoxicated and heavily medicated (she has post-polio). Then the prosecutor asked the woman is she had remembered telling the police that she and her husband had "wrestled" before she fell. "Wrestling" turned out to be "preparing to make love." And when exactly did this "wrestling" occur? Right before he went into the other room and started acting insane. That...doesn't make much sense. Especially if they were yelling at each other like crazy beforehand.

The police report stated that glass was thrown directly at the victim. The wife later claimed that no throwing objects AT HER occurred at all.

We had to leave then, because we were running late. I hope she's not one of these ladies who's getting abused but feels like she can't do any better. Because that's exactly what it looked like.

Then we went to some kid's trial, for attempted murder. He must have been around the same age as us. His lawyer requested he be seen by a doctor for psychiatric evaluation.

Our beautiful teacher left without us and we didn't get to turn in our papers. Hopefully, she'll still accept them.

Tue, 15 Jan 2008 07:10:19 GMT

I finally found a fucking ride. It's this bitch I don't like but Greene paired us up so now I'm stuck with her. I don't think she likes me either. She had this look on her face when she found out we were paired, like I was some disgusting piece of garbage she didn't wanna go near.

I love school.

Shitcake

Sat, 12 Jan 2008 23:19:50 GMT

It's been a crap week.

First of all, schools back. That's the biggest shit ever.

I failed a test. Another a big nugget of shit.

I have to go visit Van Nuys Courthouse for an assignment for Gov. And I can't find a fucking ride. I was thinking about taking the bus but I cant find the fucking route because their website sucks dick.

yay for me

Sat, 05 Jan 2008 09:18:20 GMT

They put the picture I took in pictures of walls

the smell

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 09:49:02 GMT

Man...

Ok, so on Dec 30th Linty, some guy and I went to The Smell and saw some bands live. We got to see Blackblack which is mostly why I went. It was really fucking awesome. They were throwing free stuff to the crowd and I got some deformed little alien.

I took a pic of this sexy hunk by accident. Doesn't he look happy to be there? I know I was.

^^^ by linty

My favorite:

We took this a while ago

And this is a gem we found on some guy's van:

Please excuse crappy camera phone quality.

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 04:43:45 GMT

I finally got my mutha fuckin chicken. Fuck yea.

Thu, 27 Dec 2007 05:14:52 GMT

I wanna start a band.

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 00:08:21 GMT

I spent Christmas Eve at Van's but I woke up feeling like shit. My throat hurt so fucking bad I decided I should just go home and spend Christmas in bed. I hate today.

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 20:54:09 GMT

I'm fucking sick.

Last Friday dickmouth and I went shopping for presents ohboy! Then I got to sleep ova her house and we had sex.

Check ya later bitch

now this is creepy

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 03:51:33 GMT

hai

Sun, 23 Dec 2007 02:45:51 GMT

We went to Hollywood. I was tired and...we kinda ended up not doing shit, so yea. We did get to go to Meltdown though. I bought Summer Blonde. I liked it a lot. Heh...yea

me naked

Sat, 22 Dec 2007 21:14:34 GMT

what the eff

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 05:04:56 GMT

We found this jem outside the 99¢ store.

What the FUCK did they do to the rest of Jerry? Half of his body has been sliced off!! Did Tom eat the rest of Jerry?

Hahaha I like how Jerry is just chilling in the car, totally oblivious to the fact that HALF OF HIM IS NOT THERE.

Tom and Jerry replaced "driving" Snoopy.

Hey Snoopy, you appear to be sitting on the wrong side of the car asshole!

Why can't they get it right...just once?

i gotta pee

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 21:14:32 GMT

Yesterday was fun. We spent the whole day laying in my bed watching Forrest Gump for the 1000th time.

fuck

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 04:44:18 GMT

I dunno why but...man, this whole year, starting from the very beginning of 2007, I've been severely lacking in motivation. Not only do I not ever feel like doing anything anymore...I feel like there is no point, and no purpose. I feel like everything is useless and going to school is getting harder and harder because when I wake up in the morning I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. Sometimes I feel like laying in bed all day, but when I DO lay in bed, I feel even worse because I feel like I'm wasting my life away. I don't know WHAT I want to do with my life. It's so boring and nothing is new or exciting and even when I'm with my friends I still feel this weight is at the back of my mind and I don't know what it is, but it makes me feel shitty and sometimes even scared. I feel even worse knowing I'm taking a lot for granted. I don't mean to, not at all. I'm lucky, because I've got family and friends and a home and everything. I'm just so afraid of losing it all. I don't want to end up all alone with nowhere to go. I don't have any useful hobbies. How am I going to do anything with my future? I don't need to know any of that stuff to have a career. I just don't want to end up doing some shitty job. I probably won't even last because I'll have that whole "nothing to look forward to" feeling again and I won't show up at work and I'll get fired.

Yesterday Penis came over and we went to the library. I sat in a really comfortable chair and tried to snooze a little. It felt really nice. Then we learned how to do the soulja boy and drew in Vova's porno magazine.

just letting you know

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 05:36:25 GMT

I changed my lj name from __red_lipstick to jaysus.

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 01:51:50 GMT

Went to Hollywood with Seung on Sunday. Cool. Bought a new comic book at Meltdown. Also Cool. Searched for Mad Love Harley Quinn online. 7 copies left, $40 or more for a copy. Not so cool. Test tomm. Am I ready? Of course not.

Why doesn't anybody update anymore? Is it because of that new venereal disease myspace? yes? :'( too busy taking pics of yourself in the bathroom mirror? yes? yes...? I thought so.

mcstupid with a side of idiot

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 07:13:18 GMT

Today was fun. Lil Pisk came ova and we went to Barnes and Nobles. Then I drank hot cocoa and went fucking insane. I was high off of...suggga. I was laughing like a maniac at everything and I couldn't calm down. Then we played HP Chamber of Dicks on PS2 and made Hairy Pothead fly and crash into things...fun man, man.

wishlist

Wed, 28 Nov 2007 08:16:28 GMT

http://users.livejournal.com/__red_lipstick/105348.html

fist

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:09:32 GMT

Things are...they're just changing so fast. I still feel like a little stupid ignorant kid. On one hand, I want to be independent and get a job and drive around. Sometimes I get weird bursts of motivation for like 10 minutes where I keep telling myself...this time, things are going to change. This week I'm going to blah blah blah. And then...then nothing. It's like all my motivation disappears and I don't give a fuck anymore. I used to be so motivated in middle school. What the hell happened? I had a fucking 4.0 GPA, I went to class when I had a fever, I LOVED school. No joke. Now it's like...nothing. I don't understand how I could have went from being a straight A student to having a 2.6 GPA. All my friends are changing and doing somehting or going somewhere and I'm still here. Eh fuck I dunno what the fuck I'm talking outta my ass again.

nirvana

Tue, 20 Nov 2007 22:17:24 GMT

So...I didn't go to school today. I woke up feeling shitty so I just didn't want to go and...well...yea.

I expected today would be great...you know, laying in my bed, reading my new comic book I bought, then calling up a friend and asking her if she'd wanna go to the park with me. But could this be? NO!

So at around 11 I hear someone opening the door. In walks my grandmother and grandfather. I'm like, Now..what the...?? So then my grandma comes in my room and she's all like, why hello there! You have to leave the house at 2 today. WTF? WHY? Then she starts walking around my room rearranging all my stuff and then attempts to stuff my poor lil guitar into my closet. Okay...this is strange. Why are you hiding all my stuff? And while you're at it, why don't you just move my piano into the closet as well? And all my bookshelves?

Then the phone rings. I don't pick it up because...okay, i've developed this great habit not to pick up the phone. I hate how it rings and I just...man, I hate picking it up, okay? Esp. in the goddamn morning when I want peace and quiet. My grandpa goes crazy. He's like OMFG WHICH PHONE WAS THAT???? Since we have my home phone and also Vova's business phone, he didn't know if the one that rang was the one I should have picked up. So my grandma tells him which phone is which and she's wrong, so then I explain to him and he goes nuts. OMFG WHY DID YOU TELL ME THAT STUFF WHEN IT WASN'T TRUE? I CAN'T TRUST YOU WITH ANYTHING!! So for like five minutes my grandparents are shouting at the top of their lungs. Then my grandpa turns to me and decides to talk to me about why I didn't go to school. MAN YOU'RE SUCH A LAZY BUM! YOU'RE DISGUSTING! Grammy tries to stand up for me but it's really no use at all. OKAY...I KNOW I shouldn't skip school but for fuckssake it's not like I'm failing anything. I have A's and B's.

So now I'm here, sitting in my grandparents house while they are still over there, trying to pass off that apt. as their own in hopes of getting some compensation money or some shit.

I love my grandparents but...sometimes I just wanna be alone. And I don't like surprises much. I'm a pretty boring person I guess.

mechaaakaka

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 21:17:07 GMT

yo, wass crackin homes!!111

I saw ma GURL performerizzle with her band some wicked scientology place izzle yo

sheeeyet was bangin

beans

Sat, 27 Oct 2007 23:56:15 GMT

You know what I don't care. I love Michael Jackson. You can't deny he's great.

nothing

Sun, 14 Oct 2007 20:21:53 GMT

i'm a fridge