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people in san francisco sure are friendly! but they are, fo real [16 Oct 2010|08:36pm]
So this Wednesday was one of the best nights of my life. I finally got to see Gogol Bordello live! I've been wanting to see them since I was 16. It was truly incredible. The crowd was so full of energy and everyone was dancing and singing and jumping and screaming. The band members were dancing like crazy as well and their music sounded a million times better live than it does on their CDs. Van and I were in the front and Eugene looked at us! Bahah I sound like a nerd right now but whatever. Eugene pointed at us and started "pulling" us towards him. :D A ton of people were crowd surfing and throwing their clothes up on stage. At one point someone threw pants (or was it a jacket?) that landed right on Eugene's face but the man just kept playing while the pants were obscuring his view.

On Thursday I flew to San Jose and met up with Linty and her friend. We drove to Santa Cruz and I stayed the night in Linty's apartment. On Friday Piska and I went to go get her Visa for Spain in San Fransico...this was my first time taking a train in California! It was exciting for me anyways :) We waited 3 fucking hours in the counsel but w/e. Then we spent the day walking around San Francisco. It was kinda chilly but not too bad. We took this one bus that made me laugh a lot...there was a bus driver on it and he would loudly sing every bus stop instead of announcing it. I loved it and I sang THANK YOUUUU to him when I got off. Not sure if he heard me though. We walked around The Haight for a while and ended up in a room full of sexy people, where Lint used the bathroom. It was pretty fucking hilarious. She opened the door and there they all were, sitting in a circle. "Is there a meeting in here or something?" She asked. They were all pretty friendly...I remember one girl with a mohawk, a guy with a German Shepard, a black tall mtof...a few smelly hippies. One of them asked us to stay and chill with them but we declined. I wish we coulda stayed longer though. The bathroom had a ton of writing all over the walls, it was all pretty fucking funny but I forgot most of what it said. Afterwards Kaka and I went to an arts and crafts store and bought some unicorn tattoos and some Michaelangelo tats. I got Van a Winnie-the-Pooh pin. We walked around some more. The sun was setting and the light looked really nice. It just all felt really pleasant and dreamlike. The train ride home was great too, all the clouds were lit up by the setting sun and the sky was glowing. After we got home we wandered around the super foggy campus of Santa Cruz, where we got a ride on the "party bus." I loved that bus driver too. He played some sexy music for us and then everyone on the bus started singing Don't Stop Believen' for some weird fucking reason. It was so damn foggy...holy shit. You couldn't see shit. We kept hearing voices but we couldn't see who was talking. People were still playing soccer though, and exercising, at like 10PM. We kept walking until we got to a place that wasn't as fogged up, and I was lucky enough to see a few deer up close. There were a ton of deer there actually...that's better than CSUN squirrels!

This trip also confirmed the fact that I definitely missed out on a lot by not moving away for college. :(

I should have written this entry better but I am really sleepy and tired.
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[28 Apr 2008|02:58am]
locked from now on
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[23 Feb 2008|07:35pm]
I'm pretty lonely right now. Birthday tomorrow, dunno what I'm doing.
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chairs [18 Feb 2008|08:47pm]

awww they look so happy...

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[14 Jan 2008|11:08pm]
I finally found a fucking ride. It's this bitch I don't like but Greene paired us up so now I'm stuck with her. I don't think she likes me either. She had this look on her face when she found out we were paired, like I was some disgusting piece of garbage she didn't wanna go near.

I love school.
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yay for me [05 Jan 2008|01:17am]
They put the picture I took in pictures of walls

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the smell [03 Jan 2008|01:34am]

Ok, so on Dec 30th Linty, some guy and I went to The Smell and saw some bands live. We got to see Blackblack which is mostly why I went. It was really fucking awesome. They were throwing free stuff to the crowd and I got some deformed little alien.

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[02 Jan 2008|08:05pm]
I finally got my mutha fuckin chicken. Fuck yea.

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[26 Dec 2007|09:13pm]
I wanna start a band.
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[25 Dec 2007|04:07pm]
I spent Christmas Eve at Van's but I woke up feeling like shit. My throat hurt so fucking bad I decided I should just go home and spend Christmas in bed. I hate today.
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[24 Dec 2007|12:54pm]
I'm fucking sick.

Last Friday dickmouth and I went shopping for presents ohboy! Then I got to sleep ova her house and we had sex.

Check ya later bitch
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now this is creepy [22 Dec 2007|07:51pm]
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me naked [22 Dec 2007|01:13pm]
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i gotta pee [17 Dec 2007|01:13pm]
Yesterday was fun. We spent the whole day laying in my bed watching Forrest Gump for the 1000th time.

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fuck [12 Dec 2007|08:34pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

I dunno why but...man, this whole year, starting from the very beginning of 2007, I've been severely lacking in motivation. Not only do I not ever feel like doing anything anymore...I feel like there is no point, and no purpose. I feel like everything is useless and going to school is getting harder and harder because when I wake up in the morning I feel like I have nothing to look forward to. Sometimes I feel like laying in bed all day, but when I DO lay in bed, I feel even worse because I feel like I'm wasting my life away. I don't know WHAT I want to do with my life. It's so boring and nothing is new or exciting and even when I'm with my friends I still feel this weight is at the back of my mind and I don't know what it is, but it makes me feel shitty and sometimes even scared. I feel even worse knowing I'm taking a lot for granted. I don't mean to, not at all. I'm lucky, because I've got family and friends and a home and everything. I'm just so afraid of losing it all. I don't want to end up all alone with nowhere to go. I don't have any useful hobbies. How am I going to do anything with my future? I don't need to know any of that stuff to have a career. I just don't want to end up doing some shitty job. I probably won't even last because I'll have that whole "nothing to look forward to" feeling again and I won't show up at work and I'll get fired.

Yesterday Penis came over and we went to the library. I sat in a really comfortable chair and tried to snooze a little. It felt really nice. Then we learned how to do the soulja boy and drew in Vova's porno magazine.

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mcstupid with a side of idiot [01 Dec 2007|11:10pm]
Today was fun. Lil Pisk came ova and we went to Barnes and Nobles. Then I drank hot cocoa and went fucking insane. I was high off of...suggga. I was laughing like a maniac at everything and I couldn't calm down. Then we played HP Chamber of Dicks on PS2 and made Hairy Pothead fly and crash into things...fun man, man.
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fist [26 Nov 2007|05:03pm]
Things are...they're just changing so fast. I still feel like a little stupid ignorant kid. On one hand, I want to be independent and get a job and drive around. Sometimes I get weird bursts of motivation for like 10 minutes where I keep telling myself...this time, things are going to change. This week I'm going to blah blah blah. And then...then nothing. It's like all my motivation disappears and I don't give a fuck anymore. I used to be so motivated in middle school. What the hell happened? I had a fucking 4.0 GPA, I went to class when I had a fever, I LOVED school. No joke. Now it's like...nothing. I don't understand how I could have went from being a straight A student to having a 2.6 GPA. All my friends are changing and doing somehting or going somewhere and I'm still here. Eh fuck I dunno what the fuck I'm talking outta my ass again.
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nothing [14 Oct 2007|01:04pm]
i'm a fridge
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whoa [06 Oct 2007|03:53pm]
thanks a lot asshole.
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